

I turned all of this over to the Lord and prayed that His will be done. If His will means that I lose everything, then so be it. That is easy to say and I would be lying if I said there is still not an internal battle going on inside myself, but when I feel the battle raging, I immediately go to prayer and scripture. Evil is real and satan and his minions are doing everything they can to exploit situations like these. Satan is definitely prowling the earth seeking those he can devour. Satan is running rampant in TV programming, in all the FACTS the news delivers, he is an effective tormentor. God works all for His glory and it is all part of His plan. As my faith is tested, admittedly, I have had a pretty easy life and have not wanted for much. If this is part of my trial, then praise God that He deems me worthy to face this with His help. Life on this earth is a blip in light of eternity and it doesn't matter how low I am forced down while I live this life. My life with Jesus in eternity will be glorious and there will be no city manager, president or congressman that can change my destiny. God found me worthy enough to go to a cross and suffer the worst kind of death. I will live forever surrounded by love. I will forever have the privilege of being in the presence and worshiping my Lord and Savior. Praise God and remember that He is sovereign. He can do what He wants, when He wants. Do not get discouraged, but stay on your knees giving glory to the only One who is truly worthy. LIVING forever gives us REAL HOPE knowing that "this too shall pass"